Tania Ngatai

Born in Waitara, New Zealand on 22 January 1965
Passed away in New Plymouth, New Zealand on 24 January 2015
Aged 50 years
Beautiful, Kind, Loving mother of Rana, Edan & Chris. Dearly loved daughter of Felix and Marie. Loved and cherished sister of Richard. Loved by dear friends Mark and Taylor. Loved friend to Corinne and Robyn, and beloved teenage love to Donald. Gorgeous lovely Tania, May you rest peacefully beautiful kind soul, forever loved and always treasured by her family and friends. May you be at Peace. We will always remember you and our times together. A celebration of Tania’s life will be held at ... Read more

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Beautiful Mother, I miss having someone as nurturing as you around, you always made sure everyone was comfortable, cosy and feed! You had a certain motherly feel and made everyone at ease in your presence... you were a true goddess and I'll always love you and all that you taught me...
Rana Searle posted a message for Tania Ngatai
Today I remember your kind, gentle & considerate side, I admired so much; Your strength & endurance in stressful & impossible situations! Books could be written on battles you've faced. It doesn't make you scarred when you are pushed down, it makes you stronger, I wish this was in your heart like it is mine; From your sacrifices & mistakes I have learnt. I am so grateful & thankful that it was you who brought me to this Earth, You tough me to open my mind & my heart, not one or the other xoxo
Rana Searle posted a message for Tania Ngatai
You took yourself away from us because of 'Love'.. You took your life because of 'Love'.. One year after you left Earth that 'love' that convinced you to kill yourself died.. He didn't take his life because of the guilt & pain he felt after he told you that you "Had to kill yourself" No of course not.. He accidentally fell down a bank at the park where you would walk your dogs and slowly died from internal bleeding... If only this had happened before he distroyed all of our lives and ended yours
Rana Searle posted a message for Tania Ngatai
I don't want to live without you anymore, no one is here for me and no one understands my loss. My heart has been ripped out of my chest and stomped into the dirt. I feel useless and heart broken every second without you.
Rana Searle posted a message for Tania Ngatai
I miss you every single day I wake up; no one will ever know how I truly feel in my heart; except for you. The pain burns from the inside out; melting my meanings and dissolving my hunger; You were the only mum I'll ever have and now I will always Miss you and long to have you with me. This Pain is Eternally here. I will never stop loving & searching for justice for you.
Rana Searle posted a message for Tania Ngatai
We are all Missing you so Much Mum! Koro and Dad have been working on Your House To Get Everything Perfect; I know it makes them sad cause we had Planned to do it with You; We all Wish you could see how much we Love you and How much we have Always cared; You were so Special to us All! That will Never Change and You will always be in our Hearts; Guiding us to do Righteous and Good deeds; Just Like You Did... Love You Mum xxxx Forever & Ever My Hippie Mum!
Rana Searle posted a message for Tania Ngatai
Missing you So Much Mum! Its very difficult without you here! I really miss you & having someone to talk to who Loves me as much as you did. Things still feel very surreal / bizarre. I keep having painful dreams that we're having conversations & you keep telling me that your 'alive' & it was all some kind of bad joke, I finally start to believe you & feel a comforting relief but when I wake the reality hits me and I realise I was dreaming & your no longer here... I just miss you so much!
Rana Searle posted a message for Tania Ngatai
Every Meals just not the same without your Beautiful Face. I Miss Your Healthy, Home Cooking, Wow you had a true talent! I Miss Your Slow Cooked Soups & Stews with Various Veges, Herbs & Spices! Your Amazing Italian Pasta Salads & Beautiful Exotic Stir fries you'd whip up! Your Baking was the BEST! Every year you'd Bake me a Birthday Cake & We'd share this Together as the day you Bought me into this World.. This Year I turned 24 & There was No Cake & No You... I will always Miss You Mum, forever
Rana Searle posted a message for Tania Ngatai