Tania Ngatai

Born in Waitara, New Zealand on 22 January 1965
Passed away in New Plymouth, New Zealand on 24 January 2015
Aged 50 years
Beautiful, Kind, Loving mother of Rana, Edan & Chris. Dearly loved daughter of Felix and Marie. Loved and cherished sister of Richard. Loved by dear friends Mark and Taylor. Loved friend to Corinne and Robyn, and beloved teenage love to Donald. Gorgeous lovely Tania, May you rest peacefully beautiful kind soul, forever loved and always treasured by her family and friends. May you be at Peace. We will always remember you and our times together. A celebration of Tania’s life will be held at ... Read more

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Rana Searle posted a photo

Spring is in bloom, everything is flourishing but with beauty there is sadness as you are still not near.. Mark is looking after me like you knew he would as Ive had to distance myself from the family after being assaulted by Chris & Kui; I guess you were always right about them, I can't believe I defended them against you.. you weren't crazy, you were just sick of no one listening... I should have always trusted you! It should have been You & I vs the world. Love you xo
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Mother send me insight, help me to get through this, I have no where to turn, things amongst our family are still not right, the possessions you left me have been taken by Chris, I have tried to seek help from family but it's resulted in nothing. I feel helpless! I love you not 'stuff' I just need to try to hold onto your memory but I now have nothing for my children & for them to remember you by.. Its just not fair I didn't love you less, if anything I loved you more! So why should he get all your memories...
Rana Searle lit a candle for Tania Ngatai
My beautiful mother! I hope wherever you have gone you know that my love for you will never end! Mark bought me heaps of Sunflowers to grow for your headstone since we know they were your favourite, we're starting a garden inspired by you and your organic nature! I love you so much mum, I wish you knew all the good things you have brought into my life & all the ways you've inspired me. Thinking of you always
Rana Searle gave a flower for Tania Ngatai
Thinking of you like always, Missing you like mad! Wish we could chat like old times, I miss your warm embrace!
Rana Searle gave a flower for Tania Ngatai
Thank you my beautiful Mother, You always had a pure heart, You will always be in my heart and I know I can never thank you enough for this life you blessed me with, Your memory will live on within me. Thank you, Thank you so much Mum.
Rana Searle lit a candle for Tania Ngatai
Today I remember your kind, gentle & considerate side, I admired so much; Your strength & endurance in stressful & impossible situations! Books could be written on battles you've faced. It doesn't make you scarred when you are pushed down, it makes you stronger, I wish this was in your heart like it is mine; From your sacrifices & mistakes I have learnt. I am so grateful & thankful that it was you who brought me to this Earth, You tough me to open my mind & my heart, not one or the other xoxo
Rana Searle posted a message for Tania Ngatai
I wish you were here, I wish someone who knew me like you did was here to hold my head high & tell me it will all be alright, I see the faults we shared are kindness, forgiveness and trust.. for those we grant our loyalties to do not return the favor, family & friends take for granted our virtues. I am 25 in 4days and all I want for my birthday is one more moment with you. I miss the smell of my head nestled into your neck, the warm embrace of my mother's loving arms, the feeling that you will protect me from those who wish me harm.. I miss you.
Rana Searle lit a candle for Tania Ngatai
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