When a person you love dies, a part of you dies too.It's not just a beautiful figure of speech to express the sadness and loss. You lose the part of you that only they knew. So many pieces of me are dead at this point, that I have no idea what still lives. My son, mum and dad...all gone. Do I still live? Just a shell of a human,struggling to exist. How does one go on? I continue to try to live , I get up and follow the routine but who am I really? Who lives inside?Love you and miss you so much x
How do you describe an empty heart or a mind that will not sleep? How do you measure the depth of pain or the volume of tears that weep? How do you find new direction when life's compass has no reference points? How do you energies listless limbs with death's arthritic joints?How do you control the endless pain of wishing he was back? Miss you so much my Angel xxxx
Tears are a response to emotions for which we can find no words. They reveal our most vulnerable self. When we cry we are releasing the pain of the loss, not the memory of the one we cherish. The most dramatic rainbows seem to follow the most severe storms.Until we meet again my Angel . Love you always and forever xxxxxx
Grief is the deepest wound you will ever have, it scares away so-called friends. It will make a new person out of you, if it doesn't kill you in the making.It is our hearts that ache when a loved one dies. Nature is kind, we can't feel more pain than we can endure.In the beginning you are numb but like an unpaid bill,the pain waits. It is the price the heart must pay. Without loss there is no grief. If the dead do not matter, it will not be long until the living don't matter either. Love you xx
Grief is unspoken, maybe we do not speak of it because death will mark all of us, sooner or later or maybe it is unspoken because grief is only the first part of it. After a time it becomes something less sharp but larger, a more enduring thing called LOSS. Perhaps that is why this is the least explored passage: because it has no end. Loss is forever. Love you and miss you so much xxxxxxxxxx .
The worst type of crying is the silent one, the one where you just want to scream.The one where you can't breath anymore. I miss your voice , I miss your smile, I miss everything about you. Love you always synku xxxxxx